my say::

oh sudah lama xupdate blog dgn tulisan,asek2 pix ajer.bloody busy these few days and weeks.i finished my paper yesterday,which is a relieve,so now i am back in my hometown.the cookies business is booming,and very glad so.i need new inspiration for my crochet,i cant stand crocheting big stuff,i cant sit around waiting for it to finally finalize.on 130 pm today going somewhere,with my dad,no idea where,to groggy when he'd called just now.arrived home safely at 4am,n thank you that sweet driver for being very caring for me!probably coz am a girl,but hey being a girl has its advantages at times.

i know im a reformed shopaholic,but i haveee to try to get a grip now.no money honey!beside i have to save up for *probably* practical,n lots of other stuff.n i want to get married quickly!i know its a sin but....he's being to nice,too good,too fresh,too lovely,too caring for me to ditch!n i know if he love me he probably (he is now) saving up so that we could finally get married n so on,but i cantttt ditch him bfore that.i need him too much,n he need me too much! :D

i went to a beach on sunday,n man my skin hurt like hell now.coz of my skin is easily burn,it was bloody red,n now i wash my face with lemon juice,n it starts to peel of nicely.n my pimples dried up faster too!but i read that it is too drying,have to wear it with honey or egg or something.but man,my skin feels good,it smells like heavennnn!am so gonna wear this everyday~

i gained n lost weight so much that its yo yoing to much man!i remember winnie said the other day when we were a lil bit younger i used to be so bloody hot.man,where does that bod goes to?well under all these fat layers,there it is,waiting again for some fine day,it s going to emerge again.but when??i am so sick of all these fatso thingy.i need to revamp!!i need to challenge myself again.i used to be d hottest one,so why settle for less now that i got a hot arm candy to match?brr.hellppppp.what should i do?i noe i noe,eat less,exercise more.havent we all been there done that? :P hopefully i could get my body and curve back!watch this space!