Friday, December 31, 2010

Past, future, present...

Goodbye 2010, and hello 2011. What will you bring this year? Happiness? Heartache? I do hope it brings me happiness, and a lot more luck this year. 

There are too many question running on my mind. Such as, how would you feel when you were given a your own death date? You know when the doctor told the ones you love that you only have few more year, few more months to live. How would you react when the world around you close down, you have no idea what to do, your loved ones crumble right before your eyes when you think he's the strongest in the whole wide world? How would you feel when you think you have no idea will he be there during your graduation, during your solemnization, your first child? Will he be able to enjoy your first salary? Could you bring him to the place you want to take him for holiday? Will your child be able to know their grandfather? Will he be the one who says those akad nikah? How hurt will chemo be? Will he be okay?


So many questions, not one could be answered..


Sigh..


I just hope everything will be okay. Will start as an intern soon, in 3days time probably. I will try to do my best on the job although am not sure yet what I am supposed to do.


I'm fairly detached person, I don't dwell on much on past, and I often forget all about it anyway. For me, past is past is past, nothing you can do about it, except move on and if you make a mistake, well make sure you don't make the same mistake twice, or thrice, or as long as it takes for you to learn. We all are trying to learn every single day, and I'm learning new stuff everyday. 


This year, I learn my dad had a lung cancer, and both lung have been infected. I am speechless and fat tears slide down before I can't even think. I just hope everything will be okay next year. I could only pray for his wellbeing and wellness.


Seriously, my mind could only focus on one thing, and that is my father. I could not imagine my life without him. :( 


So yeah, happy new year everybody, may next year bring you guys happiness and wellness, have fun in everything you do. 
Wednesday, December 29, 2010

DIET : Garlic bread, toasted cheese on garlic bread n chicken soup.

Aku demam, kesan jangkitan drp akak aku, n 1family aku demam termasuk aku. Sebab demam, selere western aku mula menggila, so aku buat la garlic bread n chicken soup ni. Eleh chicken soup vono je pon. Tambah air, kacau2, siap. Tapi vono ni kalu pekat jadi masin, so terpaksa la aku tambah air lagi. Pastu, garlic bread ni pon senang je, blend bawang putih, then kluarkan, masuk dalam mangkuk, letak butter secukup rasa n dsebabkan aku gila cheese, aku letak parmesan cheese. Gaul sampai semua sebati, then spread on the bread. Yang ade cheese besar gedabak tu aku letak cheesedale aje. Pastu bakar dalam oven atau toaster oven. Tunggu laa brape minit, aku tunggu 14mins, then da boleh cicah ngan soup tadi. Sekian, aku nak makan ubat & bmalas2an. Malas rasa nak g kl ngn badan camni.




Btw, happy holiday suma!! Woohoo
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Malaysia won!

Okay not for the recent game which we lost 1-2, but overall we won!!!!


Heck we never win anything for a longggg time and I think Raja Gopal's move on changing the player paid off well. And Indonesia, stop blaming everything on ur loss. Or anything else. Starting from laser, to bomoh, gosh u did play laser and so on, but Malaysia played cool-ly. I am adoring Malaysia's keeper, oh so cute Kelantase Fahmi. Adoreee.


Overall, congratulation Malaysian player. U make me have faith in Malaysian football again. I hope I could see a better play in the future. Cheers!
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Bye bye home~

Well yeah it is time to say goodbye to comfort, home cooked meals, free internet, games, lazing around doing practically nothing and say hello to hostel-like accomodation, bland meals, work work and more work. In less than a week, yours truly will start on intern-ing at one of a company in gelang patah. Since no jeans and baju kurung are allowed, i probably will be using lots of shirts and khakis, and oh covered shoes too. And scarf of course. Wow. I am practically not a student anymore. Humm..


Well for those who will be an intern next year, best wishes for u guys. Hope all of us will be doing well and graduate next year. Have fun on ur internship n wish me luck! Gonna go Gombak tml myb and straight to hostel on Sunday. No idea what am I gonna face next year, but well... Have a happy new year everybody!
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Sunday, December 26, 2010

Kampung trip!


My smiley granma. I totally heart this woman. She shows me everything could be done if you put ur heart on it. :)


My other mother, my aunty, Che Nab, gorgeous woman, even gorgeous heart, her birthday is the same as Khyru's. No wonder I could get along so well :P


Pika, Che Nab's daughter or my cousin, good luck on next year SPM kid!

Growing up, me n her brother always giving her hard time. :P


My uncle, Che Ya, brainy guy. Over dinner we talk about history and he quizzes us on who is who, blah2.


My two poser, the older, Ecah, and the younger, Hajar. Hajar practically is my daughter, I took care of her from she's 3hours till now. Even when she's moody and don't like to be with anyone else but her mom, she still wants to be with me, cute kid, too crazy for a kid, just like I was before. :P The older sister is much more refine, shy and quiet, totally a drama queen but the younger is a drama queen, n she's a rock star in a way.


Me and my fav crazy cousin. We do things together when we were a kid, and growing up, we tease each other mercilessly. 



Tanjung piai, 15mins from my kampung.


The family


Awesome huh? MasyaAllah. :)


Can you see the monkeys?

DIET : Pizza


It's actually pizza from pizza hut, but stilll... I love domino's chili flakes so much idc! :)

DIET : various breads and cakes


Place : SDS Kota Tinggi

Its yummy! But some are not our taste, but nevertheless, since someone else is paying, just eat it!

Saturday, December 25, 2010

DIET : Chili crabs

My mum cook this for lunch. Tee hee
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DIET : Vanilla n choc ice cream


Not so late night, and a perfect mood lifter. Pure heaven!
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Wednesday, December 22, 2010

The plan suddenly change and a lil bit about saving the Desire's battery life

Okay scratch that Senai Family Day thingy, I am going to balik kampung!! Wohoo!! This is more me & us then that family day thingy. Yippeee!


So U guys probably know by now I changed my k660i to HTC Desire, and you know the feeling you saved up a lot for things that you wish for and when you ended up buying it, its so not the thing you think it is? Welllll, its not the case with Desire, its so blooooooody goood!!! I can't stop smiling! I downloaded games, live wallpaper, and more and more and more apps! But the only thing that I don't like it the battery life! Its so fucking short lived! I think it could only last around 8hours or so, and I know I am a heavy user, so I google around and found a few tips and tricks, so gonna share with you guys here, and yeah I am skeptical but if I don;t try I'll never know right?


So here how it is:


a. Turn on, charge until the light turn green, take of the charger, turn off the phone, charge again till green light, un-charge, turn on, wait two minutes, and charge again till the red light turns green.


I tried this, nothing happens, still 8hours or so.


onto b.


b, Turn on, charge for 8 hours or more, un- charge, turn off, charge for 1hour, un charge, turn on, wait two minutes, charge for another hour. 


So I just uncharge it, and I am counting down the battery life, hope it works! I read somewhere that people get 36hours+- by doing this, and it improves like 200% baterry life! So yeah, I'll keep u guys posted about this method later. :)


Till then, have a Merry Christmas for those who celebrate, and have a happy new year every one! :)

DIET : Semprit

A traditional cookies that s totally my fav! Mom made the dough & I'm trying to piping them perfectly straight. Tee hee. Later will be going my dad family day at Senai Resort. :)
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Tuesday, December 21, 2010

Accidents happens, that's life :(

Yeah just had an accident few hours ago, still shocked. Gosh and the car was rammed from behind. :(


oh well, accidents happen. whether its sooner or later, but this is the first time I had one!!


I'm waiting for my baby to charge up. Gosh why is this thing taking so bloody long :(

Koko and Oncet

I bought another fish, a very very veryyyy fat gold fish, who looks like 100months pregnant, and namer her Oncet. And I think Koko is curious about the new comer, and he keep on kissing her ass! Or trying to swim beside her, or just lay still when she is. Omaigod, is Koko having a huge crush on Oncet?? But Oncet so bloody sombong, always swishing her tail off. Ceh. 




And V thinks she is that nice cute innocent goldfish and I am the notty sibuk annoying sepat mutiara. Yeah righttt. :P We are still having a pissed off contest right now where we are teasing each other mercilessly. :P I love teasing her and watching she makes her cute faces. Hahaha.


And am making a record of 24 hours with no sleep yet, and am waiting for my brother to arrive. Yippe! My baby is on her way to her Mummy! Should I crochet something for it? I don't want my baby to crash, haihh. Will upload the photos of the baby, the fishes and what-not later. :) 


Stay tune!
Monday, December 20, 2010

Craving for some good night rest...

I'm numb. Numb as my body is too tired, but my eyes still can't sleep. What should I do to fall asleep? I crave for a good night rest, for sleep long enough at night. To rest my tired soul, my frozen mind. How can other people sleep so easily, yet I could only sleep when its nearly morning? Haih. Now I can't even sleep as at 630am I'm going to teman my dad for his checkup at the hospital. Haih. What should I do to fall asleep easily?

Are You F*cking Kidding Me? (Facebook Song) LIVE


LOL!!

The eyes won't stay open long enough

And I'm too bloody tired to fight it. 


Woke up at 3pm, and now 5 hours later, already feeling very sleepy. *sigh*


Well, goodnight then. 
Sunday, December 19, 2010

Falling in love...

With a pea coat I found at Padini. Should I buy it? No. Of course not. I have three closet full of clothes that I can't take them any where and so no, no way, I'm not gonna buy it. But I can't take my mind off it!


I had too much fun today, I laugh till my stomach hurts, my eyes get watery and I'm smiling like a big idiot a lot today. Today there's a reception in Dewan Jubli Intan where a friend from primary school had her reception. V was there and so are my abah n mak in class 95-2000, and there's a lot of people whom I never saw in years that I saw and just had fun today. Still waiting for the pics to be uploaded and will upload soon. Gambar curi cos I didn't take any. Will write more cos now am too bloody tired and sleepy! Goodnight peeps. :)
Saturday, December 18, 2010

On cutting, suicide and dying

By now, everyone probably knows about Alviss Kong, who the same age of me, took his own life after his recent breakup. I am not gonna blame the girlfriend, things like this happen, relationship fails all the time, and I'm not gonna blame him either, coz probably he gave his heart out and just can't take it when it ends.


Personally, I think he is bloody cute, and he could get all the girls he wants. Heck if a man in prison could get a girlfriend, how hard can a normal, cute 22year old guy get another one right? But he loves her too much, and his depression just took him over. Its a pity and my condolence toward his families.RIP, Alviss Kong.


I could not say that I never had a suicide thought either. Back in the days when I was so depressed I could hardly think straight. And its not even new anymore, I was back in primary/secondary and it just keep coming and relapse. The thoughts of dying of course. I don't even know why am I so bloody depressed, I mean, I got a great family who give me everything I want, I always been the clever girl, the prefect, the face of brain, and I have lots of friends and stuff, but I was just, depressed. 


But I didn't do anything suicidal, but when the pain gets so bad, I cut. Not paper, not hair, but I cut myself. Mostly on my fingers and I just stare as the blood dripping out of the cut, and remember thinking the pain is out with the blood, the pain is out. Another thing I did is pierce my ear myself, which I have 13 of it. I remember piercing the upper ear after my last relationship fails, and when I think I'm heal, I opened up the stud, and let them close, and thinking, the hole is closing, and so does my heart, and I am healed, the scar will remain, but I am healed. I kept thinking that and yes, probably my visualizing was so good, my heart heal in time for another relationship. 


And I'm not telling this just to get attention, but I know how bad the pull is, how I think about if I die, I don't have to face this anymore. How thinking of dying could actually makes me happy. And sometimes, even now, I do feel the urge to cut myself, to do some physical pain to myself just to get even. But now am trying to channel myself to a positive side, and I remember doing everything just to get by, just to get the thoughts of suicide out of my head. I read, I sew, I bake, I crochet, just to pass the day. I eat a lot just to numb those feelings, and I admit, I'm an emotional eater. When I'm happy, I don't mind not eating and I don't feel hungry much, but when I'm on my depressed or I'm tense, I start eating, a lot and gain more pounds everyday. =.=". I guess I think by numbing out my feelings, and concentrating on my food is better than lying on my bed, thinking how and where to cut myself next. Its not easy, and teasing of my body just makes me wanna eat until I puke. But I'm slowly trying to distinguish between eating to live, or eating, just for the sake of it. I'm trying to do various things at once, and sometimes I'm just to tired of everything and want to stop, but I keep on going. I try not to depend on others, I try not to hung tightly and be paranoid. 


Yes, people day recite Quran, pray more, but sometimes it didn't work, I can't be praying when I'm in class and suddenly I get those thoughts kan? I tried my best, but sometimes, the thoughts are overwhelming. One day at a time baby. It gets better. Its a taboo word this suicide thing, but I'm not gonna close my eyes over it. I try to be there for those who have suicide thoughts, cos I know, there's a different when people actually care. I don't mind spending time for other people, and that makes me an easy target to con, but yeah, I tried to help those who need my help. Although at times, resentment and anti socializing try to overcome me. But since I'm a fighter, and I fought myself all the time, so nothing could get me down ever again. 


And I remember for one English class that we have to do a presentation, I chose suicide. The topic, not the actual thing. Millions suicide occurs every other day, and I don't want to be another statistic. However bad life treating you, however unfair you think God is, just remember it will get better, and God knows that you are fit enough for His challenge. 


My dad has a lung cancer, and he amaze me by not breaking down or bothered about it, and he try to live his life to the fullest. He went everywhere, met everyone, going to places and I feel small. Me, without any bothering stuff, thinking of suicide when my dad who could be taken down by the cancer anytime, trying his best to be alive and truly living. My friend, who had discovered she had a tumor and operate last week, trying her best to be alive, doing her best not to cry and be depressed. My another friend, who have tons, I mean tons of disease and her body is so weak, always smiling and be gracious towards everything. So, is it fair that those who healthy as bull try to commit suicide and those who knows that their life hanging onto a string trying their best to stay alive. Crazy isn't it?


So people, if its too hard to take, try to talk to people, write up your feelings, read books, seek help! Sometimes, we didn't see the sun, but we know its always there. If I had committing suicide earlier, I will never meet Khyru and being this blissfully happy. I would never had a HTC Desire *yes I need to point that out, will be getting it on Tuesday or Wednesday wipppeee!* I would not meet my bffs today, and I would not inherited a four acre of land * yes my dad named me as inheritor for that land, not my other siblings, maybe because I love the land too much, and I m the only one who wants to do something with that piece of land, so I can cross two of my wish list*. So you see people, life is hard, life is a bitch, but unless you're living it, you don't even know what you are missing. Take care, till then.
Wednesday, December 15, 2010

Halfway through tidying up my room

Yeah my once-a-month-tidy-up-everything-now just came and like a mad woman, I change the bed position, diy a put-it-up-urself-shelves which I spent nearly 3 hours or so doing it, dragging four different shelves to and fro the room and damn I'm tired! Start piling up those magazines and chick lit and what not, and start putting them from one shelf to another, and not liking the look and change everything again. Man I'm totally tired, and still my room doesn't resemble a room yet, still too many knick knacks piling on my floor. Sheish. Maybe tomorrow I'll be doing it all over again, and then the next day for my pile of clothes. A full week, for just one room.


My friend from primary school is getting married, and I'm invited and my bff is coming over, and probably that wedding will be like a small reunion party. I have no idea whether I'm looking forward for all those asking where when how blah2. But on the plus side, V will be there so yeah, it probably be good for me to see them since I haven't see them for a while. Still haven't decide what to wear. And tomorrow night my brother will be on his way back to Malaysia, and my phone, hopefully will arrive tomorrow, but still probably going to meet my phone next week since he's going back next week. :(


Never mind that, the previous phone is some how damaged and could not be unlock, so my brother change it to a new one, and Khyru's phone also used not new, so he changed that too, and I'm happy! There's a lil secret and surprise and Khyru don't know yet, so just hope everything for the best! :)
Tuesday, December 14, 2010

DIET : KFC


BIL and my nep, Ahnaf. Cute!


The food : Twister Xmeal, Cheesy wedges, Combo 4 jom jimat, Kids meal


My 1st sister


Mummy Chu and Ummi


The over excited Nazirah


The I-want-that-toys sibling rivalry :p

DIET : Pizza :: meat mania n seafood sucker!

Hell yeah, since I miss eating Domino's pizza so much, thinking of doing pizza myself, the good old pizza, not new yorkie pizza like Domino's.


So here's the recipe!


Dough:
4 cups of flour
2tsp of salt
1tsp of sugar
1 1/2 cups of warm water
1 package of yeast
1 tsp of oil *preferably olive oil, but I'm just using the cooking oil. :p


First, pour the warm water in a bowl of mixer. Then dump everything from the yeast package, let sit till everything dissolves, then start putting in salt, sugar, and oil. Mixed everything together then start mixing the flour in. However unless you r using a bread hook, this is basically pointless to do it in a electric mixer. I prefer kneading it with my hand. Knead until it's not too sticky and soft. When you push a finger in it, it will bounce back slowly. If its still sticky, add in more flour. Then, put in a bit oil, and cover the dough with the oil. Next, I put a piece of cloth on top of the bowl so that the dough could rise nicely.Then wait for 1 1/2 hour. But the longer you wait, the softer (the middle) and crunchier the crust is.


Ps: some even suggest to add in egg, but I think my pizza dough is already perfect.


For the topping:
* I cheat here cos too lazy to find the ingredients. I used the sauce for the spaghetti actually, a prego one as its already have the tomato base, and all the other ingredients covered! :P Mine I used Prego's Mushroom


Foe meat mania:
Basically I just put everything on it, including chicken frankfurters (a cheesy one and a black pepper one), then I put mushroom and such.


For Seafood Sucker:
Cut a fillet from a fish, then slice is thinly and put it on the topping. Mine I also add in crab meat.



Before kena makan


Let the yeast and warm water sit together gether


Knead them up!


Cover with oil


Cover with piece of cloth


Punch it and knead it again to become this beautiful, firm beauty.


After 10 minutes


Equipment for rolling


Roll them up!


The dough


The sauce


Sprinkle with cheese


Add topping


Meat mania


Seafood sucker


Seafood sucker hot from oven!

DIET : Mini blueberry cheesecake

I just love blueberry cheesecake. however, the cheesecake often make me feel squishy as its too cheesy. Therefore, I'll try to make a mini ones, so that I won't get tired of it easily. 


The ingredients:
Fillings:
500g cream cheese
2 eggs
130g sugar
A lil bit of vanilla
50ml of whipping cream
50ml of regular milk


The base:
Any crackers or biscuits for 100g (mine I used oats crackers)
125g butter
25g sugar


For the base, simple pulse (blend) the biscuits till they are fine, and combine with sugar. I pulse everything. Then, wait till the butter melt, or in my case, I melt them by putting them in the pans and then combine with the crackers and sugar. Put this in muffin foil or pie foil and smooth it down. Freeze till the fillings are ready.


Next, for the filling, beat the cream cheese until its smooth. Start putting in sugar, bit by bit, while beating them whether by hand or by machine, mine of course I used machine. Then, start adding egg, one, then beat em, then another one egg, and beat them again. Next, add the vanilla, beat, whipping cream, beat and last but not least, milk. Beat until everything is smooth and not lumpy. Pour this mixture into the froze base. Bake in the pre heat oven till 15minutes or until the middle of the mini cheesecake is a bit wet but others are fully bake. Transfer those to cooling rack, after fully cool, transfer to freezer and freeze em till few hours or full two days.


For the top, whether you choose any jams, just spread it on! I chose blueberry, coz I am a blueberry lover. :)







Its just so mini and cute! 
Totally <3 this!
N I gave this to Khyru when he came and he said it is delicious! 
*aww*
Monday, December 13, 2010

Love The Way You Lie Part 2 - Rihanna (ft eminem)

For Khyru...

But U always b my hero, even thou U lost ur mind.

So maybe I'm a masochist,
I try to run, but I don't wanna ever to leave. :)




The song seriously stuck on my mind. I guess since I love a good fight and I m very stubborn over everything, and fecking annoying when I want to be. I love you baby, and thank god ur always honest with me and able to face all my crazy behavior. I guess its crazy how I m easily get pissed off of small things and annoyed by most and how erratic and easily I changed. Poor baby. Sorry baby, I do love you a lot. It just that, this is me. And thanks for being understanding and being my security blanket.
Saturday, December 11, 2010

HTC Desire and HTC Legend

*Smile*
Oh yes I am in a very good mood lately.
My phone, HTC Desire just arrived at my lovely brother doorstep, and will be embracing mama in a week.
As all of you probably know, Khyru's birthday just passed, and I haven't got any present yet. 
Well its because I actually wanna buy him another Desire.
However, my brother have Legend on his hand, but still I'm not sure. 
Should I wait and buy another Desire, or should I go with the Legend?
Damn.That is a hard choice.

...............

Okay, at last, I asked him.
And he said, he's fine with anything, so...no surprise there. :(

And yest, I video call my brother, and saw my Desire. Oh!!!
How I wish he's coming back quickly!!
I want my Desire!!
Okay, another week. Just a few days, I can handle it. :)

Here is Legend::

Since he is crazy about GPS, so I thought this is the appropriate gift for him. 
But I checked that Malaysia have no google maps, or lagging too much, so I look on forums and there are some apps that needed to be downloaded, and accurately points way just like a GPS.
So I m happy for that
Since he's not a gamer or playing internet heavily, unlike me, so he said this is just perfect.
But still, I want to actually give him Desire too. 
Too bad, but as long as he s happy with the gift, then its ok! :)

And I think I need to change my data plan. :)

Thursday, December 9, 2010

The result is out!!

Yes, unfortunately the result is out today, and yes, I did not fail anything which is a relieve since I thought I am going to fail big time this time, but no, am still standing high. :) 


Yes I know I should be pissed of because of something, but I just can't!!I still get 3++ pointer, so yeah am happy already. Well actually, not because of that. but because of::



Behold!!
The HTC Desire that I had desired for for so effing long!
OMO!!

Yeap, my stud brother is going back next Thursday and he asked IF I want anything
*come on, I ALWAYS want something :P*
So I said,HTC Desire.
And sooooo

The Desire have been bought just now!!
And tomorrow it will be on its way to my brother
And next week, it will come to see mama!
Oh yeah baby!!
I am so excited I don't even play my games, but I went and clean my room

And one of my fish died. 
My granma accidently unplug the oxygen and so, one of it being so weak and all, died. Sobs
I buried it anyway.

And Ershadiah, get well soon!!

And Khyru, Happy birthday darling!!
You are a year older than me, for 3months, and then we will be the same age again. 
Well, happy day babe! :) 

And Che Nab, my other mother,
happy birthday, I love you a lot! :)


Ps: I can't buy anything for months to follow
But who am I kidding??
pfffttt~
Tuesday, December 7, 2010

All about aquarians


Taken from here:

If you are in love with a woman in this zodiac be prepared to be very happy or be very sorry. She is a very busy person with her own matters similar to a guy in this zodiac. She is able to live by herself without any guy in her life, a very strong person indeed. Not because she does not have a dream guy, but if she can not find such person, so what. Because she thinks she could do anything that a man can do. She is a leader, a real confident type.
She likes to do things by herself, such as serving herself, opening the door herself. Because she thinks waiting for a helping hand is a waste of time, and she is not patient enough to wait around for that. If she starts to ask you out, do not think she is starting to flirt with you, but because she thinks it is a waste of time to wait for you to be the one who asked. She likes a COOL guy who sometime acts like he is ignoring her, so he has a chance to show her his own confidence.
Her appearance is puzzling. Most Aquarian women are lovely, with a haunting, wistful beauty. But they’re change­able. They can give an impression of smooth whipped cream, then suddenly switch to salty pizza as quickly as a bright, blue, zig-zag bolt of Uranian electricity. Next to Ubrans, Aquarian females are often the most beautiful women in the zodiac. At the very least, they’re interesting-looking. The Aquarian manner of dressing can stop you dead in your tracks. There are a few of them who could grace the cover of a fashion magazine, but the average Aquarian girl is anything but conventional about her cos­tumes. She can wear some outfits a gypsy would envy, and her naked individuality can produce some mighty unique combinations. She’ll usually be the first to wear a new fad, no matter how zany it is, yet she can also stick to Grand­ma’s styles-even great-grandma’s styles. With typical – Aquarian indifference, she’ll mix yesterday’s lace snood with today’s metallic jump suit, and the effect can be a little startling. She’ll wear her lace nightgown to a formal ban­quet, ostrich feathers to the supermarket, bell bottom slacks to the opera, sneakers to the theater, diamonds when she visits the zoo-and top it all off with a faded Mother Hubbard she picked up in a thrift shop.
She like to guess her man’s reaction, but at the same time she likes to have many men wanting her. She is a daring type who could just do thing differently from other people in her same society. She dares to fight for what she thinks belonged to her. Even when she acts confident, she mostly feels lonely and alone. If she breaks up with someone, she won’t show any emotion even deep down inside pain and agony. Not for long she will come back to being the cheery and merry person again, because she looks at the world positively and has “Faith” in the word “Love”.
She has more men friends than women friends, so do not be a jealous type if you date her. She could be slightly jealous, but she hates jealous guys. She loves “Freedom” so before and after marriage , her freedom has to be the same. She likes you to trust her, even if she does not trust you anyhow. She likes to be the one who is “Right”, so if you argue with her , let her win if it is not a big deal for you in that subject. She is a straight forward type, so if she does not love you anymore, she will just tell you straight to your face. Her love and relationship are always real, so if she says “It’s over” be  prepared to leave, she is not testing you. She is not a vulnerable type, so do not have to worry about her, she will survive by herself.
If she is with you when you get sick, she will certainly take care and look after you, even look after you mean “small loan”. Do not have secret with her, she hates it and really can piss her badly. When she is sad , be understanding. When she is happy, be happy with her, she likes that. You will not get bored with this type of girl. Someone who is close to her will know that deep down beneath that confident and cold hearted person, she is just as fragile as any woman. She is a fun and talkative person and she likes to tease you. Do not let her talk alone, if you do, she will leave.
Your Aquarian woman can float through her days and nights with all the grace of a proud swan, but she may behave like a clumsy bear in romantic situations. The line between friendship and love is often all but invisible to Aquarius. Love songs about people who only have eyes for each other strike her as silly. There are so many miracles in the world for eyes to behold, it seems to her a terrible waste for two pairs of them to do nothing but gaze into each other’s depths. Shell be glad to let you take her hand and walk beside her as she looks with happy delight on the sunrise, an antique car, the milkman’s horse, a yel­low garbage pail, a stuffed owl or a red balloon caught in a church steeple. But don’t distract her with too much to-getherness. Let her wander through her wonderland alone when she chooses, and she’ll never question your pinochle games with the boys.
She has many type of jobs because she beliefs what a man can do, I can do. If you want her to work for you, forget it. When she is in love, she will just leave her job in the day time just to come to see you, but not for long she will go back to work seriously again. Prepare to live and love with a “Working Woman” then you will be OK. If she is mad, find a shelter for the “Hurricane” is here! Her bad temper will last very shortly though. She is not a revenge type and will not think of “pay Back” time.
Most people might think of her as “One of a guy”, but in fact she is a 100% woman. She is easily hurt, so be nice with her. If she really loves you, then you are lucky because she is an honest, truthful and will never bore you. Understand that sometimes she will be over confident and sometimes like to have power or act bossy.
The quickest ways to lose her are to show jealousy, pos-sessiveness or prejudice; to be critical, stuffy or ultra-conservative. You’ll also have to like her friends, who will come in odd, assorted sizes and shapes.
She’s susceptible to sudden flashes of inspiration, and her intuition is remarkable. Her judgment may not seem sound or practical at first, because she sees months and years ahead. The Aquarian girl lives in tomorrow, and you can only visit there through her. What she says will come true, perhaps after many delays and troubles, but it will come true. I suppose, after all, that’s the most special thing about your February woman. She’s a little bit magic.

Truly,truly me I think. It explain a lot as I always think I live in the future. I always could predict which fashion could be the next it thing, and how would I live in the 60 years of my life. I have a lot to, and being with me, I always have the craziest ideas. I guess thats aquarius for you. Either you r really happy, or you r really sorry. :)
 

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