Anonymous?

Read Miss A blog just now, n i symphatized wf u girl. U cant help if ppl stab u in d back, talk bhind ur back or nethg behind ur back. But I love it how she went anonymous under anonymous blog, & vent out her feelings thr. I rmmbr back d times Im so fedup wf ppl & start venting out my frustration & too much commotion it cause, & how I feel I cant express my feelings ne more & then I start creating new blog. Next thing I know, still d stalker following me. & I change againnnn. Sigh. Why cant this ppl leave me alone? They got what they want, & why cant they just leave me to bitch alone? I wont say how not bitchy I am, coz I am a bitch. Being a snob is my speciality. I used to hv this dun care attitude which makes me a cold hearted bitch...

But since I grown up, I think I start maturing too. Start mellowing. Only when Im alone I become a bitch some more. Sometimes I feel like writing all my thoughts, but then I think about who will read & it stops me...

Mellowing, yes. Maybe because of d scarf I wear? Maybe Im just maturing? Heck I dun even know. All I know is Im tired of pretending, smiling like a fool, letting ppl walk on me all d time. Since I dun like fighting much now, I always chose to walk away, dont stoop so low. But they think Im scared, think Im easy to trample, think I could only talk & write in blog, not in your face. But darling, if I can explode in your face, u wont even dare to show ur face in front of me. Few words from me, & ur screaming like crazy lady, or bawling ur eyes out saying sorry. My words are so full of venom, it stabs u & cripple u fo life. Now I dont want that do i?

So yeah I dont gv a fuck whatever ppl day or do. But if u r trying to b a bitch wf me, plsss, im a pure bitch & evil when I need to be. :)

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Life & dinner

Yes, back at PTP fo internship, & feels like d time is too fast when at home. Its raining non stop,n watching tv5, on singapore talking, d topic? Underage sex. Interesting as its taboo n d kids are uhming n ahming as d reporter asking qs.hehe.
Life here is kinda hectic & dull at d same time. Day goes by so fast, but still there are a lot to do. While nights feel so long, I feel like screaming sometimes doing d same thing everyday. Sighh

& now, eating dinner consist of sushi & my mom's peparu. Can u see d roses?am trying to dye them.hoho. & reading female. Read marie claire yest, & reading this now, before moving on to cleo.

& u know what? I said time & again, & Im tired of being fat. I need to change d way I eat, as I had walk 10k steps everyday, so I need to watch what I eat. My fav baju kurung cant muat anymore. How could that be? Sobs. So yeah. No more bad food. I hope to be stronger in order to get my life babe. I was a bombshell b4, what d heck happen?

Haizzzzz. I dun feel attractive ne more. T.T

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DIET : Spaghetti bolognese with meatball & choc moist cake (hb Vea!)

Happy Birthday Vea! Today is her birthday, so I cooked tonight's meal! Since instant thingy are the only thing we have, so spaghetti bolognese & meatball specially fo Vea! Choc moist cake made by my mom as I told her my friend's & my sv bday yest n today. So full!

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Crocheting again?

Yes good news! I start crocheting after intensive training online on how to crochet difficult yarns n finally there something happening! So will post what this going to turn out later. :)

Beautiful yarns by kak Ery! Will give d link later since I only blog using my gorgeous Desire. Yippee!

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This boots are made for walking

Haha not that kind of boot, this one, coz am going to farm now!

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Blissfully happy

Yes, finally the cloud had drifted, the bee look sweet again, the elephant remain gentle, and the sweetest thing is oozing with sweetness.

My dad sounds healthy, am going to check up on him this evening, n my farm that is invaded by elephant? I look online & finally found some plants that we adore but not them, are chillies, sunflower, chyrsanthemum, tea & sesame. I chose the first 3, n am going to visit my farm to clean it up & other stuff. Have to look for alarm system too.

&, my parent gv their permission fo us to b engaged, after I got a job. Muahaha. & he will talk to his family, & since the biggest obstacle just crumble down, so I hope they will gv us their bless too.

Next, he hv a suprise for my bday, which will be a month away. Am so happy, I lost my specs n practically blind going to work. But too happy to be mad. Everything is going smoothly, as it had been for the past 22yrs of my life. ;)

Live your life peeps. You ll never know when you ll drop dead

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How 2

How can something so sweet could hurts like hell? How can a bee look cute but stings enuf to kill someone? How can the gently elephant stomps on people? How could your sweet pet turn savage? Why?

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How?

How could you? How could I?



I wish I could sleep and never wake up. I wish I could travel lands so far away you could never catch up. Keep on bleeding, you, keep on bleeding.

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Chemo 1,down.

My dad had his first chemo yesterday, n when I text him at night, he said he's running a very high fever,as his immune system is down.. I miss my dad. Sobs. I hope he'll do fine & get well soon. :(

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Daddy dearest..

I'll pray for you,even when there is no hope anymore.
I'll pray for you, even if you said you'll be okay..
I'll pray for you, even when you said it does not hurt a bit.
I'll pray for you, come rain or shine..
I'll pray for you, even when you close your eyes, and more when you look at me.
I'll smile for you, even when my heart is aching n breaking into thousand tiny pieces.
I'll laugh with you, so that you feel stronger.
I'll hug n kiss you, as if tomorrow I will not see you again.
I'll hold your hand, telling you it will be okay.
I'll tell all the lame jokes, to hear your laugh.
I'll do my best to stay strong, so that you feel strong.
I'll do my best not to cry in front of you, so that you won't feel sad n guilty.
I'll put on my fake smile, even when I wanted to scream.


"Daddy dearest, why did you start smoking?
Daddy dearest, why can't you stop smoking?
Daddy dearest, who will go to my graduation if you don't?
Daddy dearest, who will buy me food I love just because?
Daddy dearest, how can I repay your love for me?
Daddy dearest, who should I show all my achievement later?
Daddy dearest, who will shake my husband to be hand and say the akad?
Daddy dearest, who will play with my children?
Daddy dearest, how can they not knowing their wonderful grandad?
Daddy dearest oh daddy dearest, why are you so stuborn?
Daddy dearest, why did you break my heart?
Daddy dearest, I'm scared, what should I do?
Daddy dearest, how can I live without you?"

Mommy dearest, please stay strong.
Dear sisters n brother, please be his rock.
Dear friends, please pray for my dad.

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On romance...

Hands up whoever loves romance? Me! Me! *hands waving in the air*

Teehee. Yeah, I have a confession. Hello everyone, I'm Kate, n I'm a love junkie. I'm a pure romance lover I tell you. I'm in love with romance itself, pure romantic. I love diy things for the ones I love. I love reading chick lits & romance novels & paperbacks. I adore romance comedy drama or films, in a nut shell, I'm a pure romantic, wear your heart on the sleeves kind, when I'm smitten or in love. I even in love of being in love!

And I can't stand being far from the one I love, nor being not the top priority of my love interest. Call me love junkie, or queen control, but I know what I want, n how I want it. & my guy knows that he should not mess with me. But he's happy with it, so fine by me!

& I absolutely love long walks at the beach, walking around holding hands. I love getting roses, even wildflower for me is pure romantic! I adore old couples walking holding hands together, n I wanted to be old n keep on holding hands like that.

Most of the films where the guy is pure romantic, getting ready a bath tub full of bubbles n rose petals? I adore it! I remember dreaming of having my prince do stuff like that for me. Hmmm... when will it come true eh? Probably after getting married kot. ;p

Well one can hope n dream as much as she can ait?so am just hoping my baby could spend some thinking,time n $$$ for this love junkie. Not everything is costly dear, as sometimes, free stuff are the best! Grab a pen, write a letter describing how you feel, write an email once a day about how you miss her, text her, forward a song, cook her something eatable, take her to a beach and there's plenty more!

Its cold, and I miss Khyru so much. I do hope when I'm married, I have hubby to warm me up when I'm cold. Muahaha menggatal gila. :p

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Aliens' waste

Aliens' waste that we managed to gather n going to trash it.huh! Bloody tiredddddd

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Home sweet home?

Gosh this gonna be my room for 3months. Those aliens have fly away yesterday so me n Vea could finally have our room for ourselves. But we have to get rid of those aliens' waste first. Sighhh

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Greetings from Astro-Girl,with love.

Hello fellow Earthians. I am Astro Girl, an astronaut from Planet Wekikilapapado, 2000k km from planet Earth. Yes, and I had to done special suit each time I have to go to this planet, where we produce some products here. Fascinating stuff I tell you. Half of this planet is so cold, you feel that your toes and fingers going numb when you went inside. Another half, after wearing full space suit, its so warm, you could hardly breathe. 


I have been here for a week, yup a week, and my log book, for this week, for five days, have been full with essay like writings on what I do on this planet. And its more than 20 pages already, its full of training-reading journal-training-training-trying to remember everything-training again. And some give us pop quiz when they were introduced to me. Meet and greet a lot of alien(s), who were, pretty cool. I sometimes don't understand what they said, but mostly, I understand what they showed me, so that is basically it.  


I'm going to do a lot of project, probably 3 of it. And, I'm pretty much interested in this field. No pictures could be taken, each doors and cave entries should have permissions or I have to wait for the aliens to open it. 


My day usually starts at 630, woke up, perform Subuh prayer, take shower, start collecting everything I needed, then take breakfast and walk to the foyer, wait for the space shuttle to load other aliens, then went to the main entrance, and punch card mostly at 8, but we only start working at 830. Next, start going thru the day, whether training, or reading journals, or donning space suit or part of space suit, then go to the whichever half of the planet, and start doing my job. 1230 start eating free meals, and perform another solah, and start performing other duties at 130. And at 6pm, went back home, bought buns or pisang selimut *yummies!* and went back, pray,eat or shower first then eat, then pray, wait for another prayer, then...sleep. And the next day start all over again. I love my job, seriously. But I absolutely detest the place I'm living in. Just waiting for the aliens to move out so I could actually have some real rest. Until then, no internet, no games or whatsoever. Could only sleep, or read something. Sigh. Tiring and boring when I was at hostel. 


Oh dear,its late already. I need my beauty sleep since I'm used to sleep early. So, toodles. Till next time~




Love,
Astro Girl

My babies

And these are only half of what i really have. Collected CLEO from 2005 and still do, I have lots more mags that I collected and more books that.mostly chicklit and romance of course! And the bottom shelf consist of only comics. Fiuh..

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2 more days...

Before internship start. However tomorrow will be going to check into the accomodation thingy. I do hope everything will be well thou.

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