a cup full of memories~

i cant beliv its already 13th of sept.another four days,n its been two effing great years with mr. K..n am still pondering on what to buy for him.been online for a while now,and searching for....wedding.today me n my sibs were talking bout weddings,n only two in the family left,yours truly,n my older brother.mine,i want it to be small n intimate, n his,well up to him anyway.i found gorgeous wedding online,particularly loving the extravagance of indian wedding.i have too many dreams,but big never in the picture.mine always full of flowers,laughter and fam n friends.on colors,i used to want purple for my wedding,then my first sis took it as her wedding color,n im still not sure what should i get.i know i want a white for the bride n groom dress,but probably the accent s red,tiffany blue,or green.or maybe i put all the bright colors by putting up all sort of flowers.hmmm tempting.right now,am not sure when will i get married,but he hinted that if we have enough mollah,then we will be on our way soon enuf.n i apologized if i did not invite all of my friends n acquaintance for the wed,but i think i dun like the idea of too many people in my wed.i want it to be fun,n i want to see faces of the one i know n love,not the i met u 14years ago,we havent talk for 13years,but yeah ur invited.naah.am not that sentiment nor am i have sympathy or empathy bone much.i pretty like eloping with him only two of us,but then our fam wont think much of us. :P so yeah i will try to make it as traditional as possible,but its on a small scale.more like raya.

oh this raya is back breaking.too tiring!but i love seeing my cousin n older relatives,n i also have nieces n nephews.well next year,if am olredy working,i ll probably have to hand out duet raya.my relatives had been generous,still giving me n my brother duet raya as both of us not working yet.phew.lucky us!i think i had 200+,not including from my parents.

back to the topic,i still have no idea what to give him for our 2year anniversary.according to pak google,1st anniversary should be paper,which i gave him an album full of our pictures,poems,n love notes.2nd anniversary would be cotton or china.hmmm...what should i gave him around that eh?