PSM and opportunities.

yeah.PSM.have to pass up final draft on mon or tue,so of course am gonna pass it up on tue,not wed,but if i can for sure i will!n yeah the software is another 20pc to complete,which is to interface it with hardware. my two objectives are now completed!woohoo!but another one is not yet completed as the interfacing is still under process.homaigoddd. only Allah knows how bloody tired i am.


so tomorrow, will pack up lappy,notes and some clothes, will be going for a short gate-away with boyfie, and will meet up V there.woohoo!cant wait!will be back on mon,and will *possibly* finish the thesis and study for test.


the other day, my friend told me how her room mate was studying for 5days for one particular subject, but got the same mark as me who study the morning before the test. and she even commented how for the second test, where i study the morning before again, but still managed to get full mark. and it makes me think that i should be thankful for my good brain. another call me sponge, cause he said i could absorb whatever the lecturer teaches in class without even studying. geez. but sometimes, it does makes me wary. cause some friends do ask me for help whenever they had problems in studies, but when i asked to teach me some things, they just go "you r soo clever, you can figure it out yourself" or "kau kan baca slide dah paham". wtf. haih its hard to say anything after that isn it?


n i figure since before this i m too dedicated to my bf and ignore most of my friends *esp guys* so with the new boyfie, i decided to focus more on my friends, and most of the time, i ignore my boyfie. he understand that, since i told him before we get together. but after a year with me, he could see how i was always disappointed with certain friends. but still, i cant cut lose those ties. i guess my loyalty towards my friends still doesnt pay off,and i decided to make priority to who-ever makes appointment first. next thing i know, i was a driver. the one who have license and brave enough to drive. and my friends got closer. but since they have a new driver in house now, they never ask me out again. i guess what mr boyfie says is true. that people always take other people for granted, and people are opportunities who always try to sucks other. not every one of them, but some just discouraged me from trying. 


so what should we do with friends like this? i figured long time ago not trust anyone, and i think i should not anymore. lying, back stabbing, bitching, all this shit happen. that s life. u just gotta know when to stop giving, n when to stop being a door mat.


boys, dont try to understand girls. cause even i, dont understand them.


off to kl now!