Have you ever come across people who sees life as competition?
As if, they need to show their game face on, and never to ask for help or anything, because they are not weak?
Is asking for help some kind of weaknesses?
Is taking a break a weaknesses?
I do not understands people, especially girls who devote themselves, looking for a suitable competition (someone, who in their mind, live a perfect life) and thus, creating an imaginary competition.
Be it she's better dresser, she have better boyfriend/spouse, or even if she have the same thing as you, for example, she's also an same level occupation as you are, or she's pregnant too.
This kind of situations promotes girls to compete, be it by attention, or just plain jealous.
I admit, sometimes I do wonder when my peers start sprouting jealousy of things that have no meaning for me. And sometimes, I do wonder when people said they start doing this and that, because I saw someone else doing it.
Is it some kind of effect? Like domino effect, when one triggered another to fall down too?
Cause sometimes I saw the same clothing or post when I post or wear something, is it possible they are launching their competition on?
Esp, when its nearly freaking same?
Sigh, girls competition is weird and currently, I feel like I'm so lazy to make new friends.
Cause even if they are nice at first, then the relationship always turns ugly in the end.
Cause I don't really think like girls at times, and the things that bother me different than most of the girls that I know.
So I'm comfortable with Syida and Winnie, who, never have the needs to compete with me, who also sticks by me thick and thin.
Not saying all my friends are like that, but most new ones, comes with a guarantee that they'll do fuck me in the end. Either by taking advantages, or just being plain pain in the ass.
And right now, I can't help but some times scorns when I look at these frenemy I have. Esp when they are blatantly obvious trying to mimic things that I used to do, or things that I use.
Seriously I feel tired with these posers...
At times I just want to forgive and forget, but those forgetting is very hard esp when I'm hurt, I tend to remember all the things they did to me.
Maybe some day I'll have enough energy to forgive and forget...
As if, they need to show their game face on, and never to ask for help or anything, because they are not weak?
Is asking for help some kind of weaknesses?
Is taking a break a weaknesses?
I do not understands people, especially girls who devote themselves, looking for a suitable competition (someone, who in their mind, live a perfect life) and thus, creating an imaginary competition.
Be it she's better dresser, she have better boyfriend/spouse, or even if she have the same thing as you, for example, she's also an same level occupation as you are, or she's pregnant too.
This kind of situations promotes girls to compete, be it by attention, or just plain jealous.
I admit, sometimes I do wonder when my peers start sprouting jealousy of things that have no meaning for me. And sometimes, I do wonder when people said they start doing this and that, because I saw someone else doing it.
Is it some kind of effect? Like domino effect, when one triggered another to fall down too?
Cause sometimes I saw the same clothing or post when I post or wear something, is it possible they are launching their competition on?
Esp, when its nearly freaking same?
Sigh, girls competition is weird and currently, I feel like I'm so lazy to make new friends.
Cause even if they are nice at first, then the relationship always turns ugly in the end.
Cause I don't really think like girls at times, and the things that bother me different than most of the girls that I know.
So I'm comfortable with Syida and Winnie, who, never have the needs to compete with me, who also sticks by me thick and thin.
Not saying all my friends are like that, but most new ones, comes with a guarantee that they'll do fuck me in the end. Either by taking advantages, or just being plain pain in the ass.
And right now, I can't help but some times scorns when I look at these frenemy I have. Esp when they are blatantly obvious trying to mimic things that I used to do, or things that I use.
Seriously I feel tired with these posers...
At times I just want to forgive and forget, but those forgetting is very hard esp when I'm hurt, I tend to remember all the things they did to me.
Maybe some day I'll have enough energy to forgive and forget...
0 comments:
Post a Comment