love:Mini Diana En Rose and Alexa Mulberry bag

Isn't she gorgeous? homaigod. With her own flash too!

Gorgeous D, when will you be in Malaysia dearie?

I want you so badddd~

Anyone selling this?

I give my right arm to work for this baby money!!

Ohhh~

Pika!

This is all your fault!!

I want to study and you rub this in my face.

Oh this is true love~

On the other hand, this is another love of mine,

the Alexa Mulberry Bag

Yeap, my girl crush have her own bag now.

OMIGOSHHH!!

I like the grey one. N the brown one.

OMIGOSHHHHH

haih 

Kehadapan abang ku yang berada di UK,

sudikah anda membelikan beg ini untuk satu satunya adik kesayangan mu ini??

I'll pay you of course....when I have the dosh.

=))

Crush Crush Crush

The first paper, yesterday was a breeze. I was too sleepy, and hungry. And least I could think straight. And it changes its format again, before it was answer 4 from 5Q and now its answer all. wth.After straight more than 8 days I could not sleep at night, now, I could sleep again. At precisely 11pm, no less. Woke up early, but then fall asleep again. My body is actually wanting to sleep and now its payback time.


The other day, when I was eating at the cafe, the guy I used to have crush on sit beside me and talk to me. I mean we are used to having smiling and a curt nod, but this is a milestone. I couldn't even eat, as he was looking directly to me. ah the power of crush and lust.Small things, but makes me happy for a little while. Then a guy friend was asking why am I so happy about, and I just said that my old time crush was talking to me, and I feel like teenager again, it feels good. Can't believe that he could notice me. And he said, "Of course anyone could like you, you are beautiful, and if you don't have boyfie, I'll tell you I love you too." I was a bit shocked, *okay too shocked!* well two people in one day, and am not even trying anything. Both knows I have boyfie, and still the response!!omigosh. I guess in this light headed-ness where one think one is falling in love again and again makes people cheat, no? I told boyfie bout my long time ago crush and all, and he was telling me to go for it, as long as I am happy about it, he will support me. wtf. Boyfie, show a bit more passion!! He's bloody confidence is unnerving. I won't leave him and yet, show a bit more jealousy lahhh. =(


But there is a different between likeness, lust and love isn't it? I wish I have the answer too. But I like my crush, and because he's paying attention to me now, there's butterfly fluttering around my stomach. Its brand new, I am still shown the cuteness side and not the ugly side yet, and of course, am feeling high when someone you like actually paying attention to you. But the same goes with boyfie. I had a huge crush on him before, and in my mind, this is a very cute guy, looks vulnerable and nerdy, not a bad boy or anything, different league, nice and probably a player. But turns out, he s very loyal to the point that girls throwing themselves toward him and he could still brush it off. Even his officemate all met me! He's not vulnerable at all, bloody strong guy, there's a bad boy in him that he only shows sometimes, and he is exactly like me, but excessively. So the truth is, I am still looking at the rose tinted glass when am looking at that crush, and I have known too many things about boyfie. When the relationship is new, man its bloody easy to be misled isn't it?


For now, I am thinking that I am very blessed to get whatever I want.Be it boys, money, an internship place, or whatever. Heaven and earth must move together to make me get whatever I want.Cunningly or not, I had my ways, and its very often works too. And for boyfie, I love You a lot, I won't leave you for just a small fish that someone gave me when you taught me fishing all day long. =) 


*but again, I would be happy if you show me a lil bit more jealousy?no?yeah i know, how can you when you are too bloody confident. hump!*

Boyfie gave a suprise visit!

Should I again start with how I should be studying but I did not?pftt.

Went out with boyfie, but only in Pekan, just a short visit as he misses me too much. or vice versa. =)

He bought me cakes! From Secret Recipe no less, and bought me dinner too. But did not snap pictures, but I did snap his pictures while he was talking animately. Too cute! Feels like pinching his cheeks!

Ah there's one transsexual (?) with her friends when to the same KFC. I don't mind these kind of people, they are people too and yeah I guess they can't help it. But I do mind they kept their PDAs to barely none exist-able even if they tore each other clothes. I can't even eat properly! I was thinking, what the hell did that guy think when he nuzzles her neck? Omigod, Omigod I did not see that! Disgusting, seriously. Even if you do have crazy sex life or whatever, you don't need to show it to us. Boyfie jangan cakaplah, already looking else where and start commenting everything they do. haih-la.

Okay, now am really gonna embracing the fact that I have exams and I need to study. Thank you very much~

OneRepublic - Secrets

this song rocks big time!

i heard it once and the lyric just get me

can't forget it thou. 

meaningful lyric, melody too haunting, and his voice is just to soothing!

omo!

I need another story

Something to get off my chest

My life gets kinda boring

Need something that I can confess

Til' all my sleeves are stained red

From all the truth that I've said

Come by it honestly I swear

Thought you saw wink, no

I've been on the brink, so

Tell me what you want to hear

Something that were like those years

Sick of all the insincere

So I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time, don't need another perfect line

Don't care if critics never jump in line

I'm gonna give all my secrets away

My god, amazing how we got this far

It's like we're chasing all those stars

Who's driving shiny big black cars

And everyday I see the news

All the problems that we could solve

And when a situation rises

Just write it into an album

Singing straight, too cold

I don't really like my flow, no, so

Tell me what you want to hear

Something that were like those years

Sick of all the insincere

So I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time, don't need another perfect line

Don't care if critics never jump in line

I'm gonna give all my secrets away

Oh, got no reason, got not shame

Got no family I can blame

Just don't let me disappear

I'mma tell you everything

So tell me what you want to hear

Something that were like those years

Sick of all the insincere

So I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time, don't need another perfect line

Don't care if critics never jump in line

I'm gonna give all my secrets away

So tell me what you want to hear

Something that were like those years

Sick of all the insincere

So I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time, don't need another perfect line

Don't care if critics never jump in line

I'm gonna give all my secrets away

All my secrets away, All my secrets away

Too much fun, too little time~

Yesterday, i was just supposed to sit in my room, studying. but did i? Of course not.


We went to Pekan for a bloody-licious dinner, nasi lemak kukus. its v nice, but they all look sort of perplexed with us. No idea why. Maybe we haven't been there. or whatever.


Then we went to Kuantan, went to ECM thinking we could watch a movie, but we just dunno which to chose, so we went and bought things, and went to karaoke!For two hours straight. It was crazy, it was fun, it was everything on the spot. We sang oldies and new ones, I mostly chose BSB, N'sync songs. oh I miss seeing the vids but then it just show some stupid home made vid which I have no idea why or anything related to that song at all. Next, we went for burgers in Macdonald. I want nuggets, but that bi-yacht wrongly heard and give me another order. *sigh* so we ate in the car, and went back. It was bloody tiring.


There's an alien who wanted to joined us but since I already asked, and he did not answer I thought he don't want to come. Turns out he have no credit. Sorry alien~ Next time maybe. And oh, I don't know how to pujuk people too. Buahahaha.

oh boy you left me speechless~

as GaGa is serenading me,i am...studying. wtf right?but i am too bloody bored i could cry but i don't, so there i am, studying, because i can't sleep. *sigh*


am thinking of making mini pies.i know i bought a blueberry filling not long ago, just because, i decided to buy one on a whim. so yeah, why not? a mini, blueberry pies. yummies!!


n not forgetting, my macarons.oh oh sweet macarons~


oh yeah, there's something wrong with this internet server, i could not go to www.aheys.com , sis if you are reading this, my granma called me to tell me some squishy stuff just arrived home. so that means, those squishy stuff is my yarns!! woohoo! can't wait to get back and admiring the yarns. err, i mean yes crocheting too. hohoho. *admiring the yarns from pics*


ok back to studying. la-dila-dila~

fahmi,ku pohon kemahapan mu~

oh fay,aku mintak mahap!!!

buahahahahaha 

ciyes, aku tak taw pon ko amek serious amende ak ckp tu.

ak memain je dow.

hahahaha

terus drop out y xbole blah tu.

terus pilihan pertama lg xbole blah!!

omg so bloody sorry friend

bulan 12 kita buat reunion teknik kay?E2 suma,alert!!E1 nk join pon bolehhh~

penipuan ku disini

buahahahahahahahahahhaha!!!