The result is out!!

Yes, unfortunately the result is out today, and yes, I did not fail anything which is a relieve since I thought I am going to fail big time this time, but no, am still standing high. :) 


Yes I know I should be pissed of because of something, but I just can't!!I still get 3++ pointer, so yeah am happy already. Well actually, not because of that. but because of::

Behold!!

The HTC Desire that I had desired for for so effing long!

OMO!!

Yeap, my stud brother is going back next Thursday and he asked IF I want anything

*come on, I ALWAYS want something :P*

So I said,HTC Desire.

And sooooo

The Desire have been bought just now!!

And tomorrow it will be on its way to my brother

And next week, it will come to see mama!

Oh yeah baby!!

I am so excited I don't even play my games, but I went and clean my room

And one of my fish died. 

My granma accidently unplug the oxygen and so, one of it being so weak and all, died. Sobs

I buried it anyway.

And Ershadiah, get well soon!!

And Khyru, Happy birthday darling!!

You are a year older than me, for 3months, and then we will be the same age again. 

Well, happy day babe! :) 

And Che Nab, my other mother,

happy birthday, I love you a lot! :)

Ps: I can't buy anything for months to follow

But who am I kidding??

pfffttt~

Khyru, Katie, Call and Cakes

 He came one night when I said I badly wanted to eat cake. Sobs. So he came, take me to dinner at KFC, ate snack plate and when back. Before I went, he gave me a Secret Recipe's bag . 


I curi2 took his pics while he was on the phone. So stinking cute!!

Katie n Khyru. :)

NY cheese cake

Rasberry cheese cake

Blueberry cheese cake

The cakes. I had to eat them for 2 days as a dessert. Too cheesy and memualkan. :P

But any how, again, Kansamida Khyru Oppa!

We'll be young forever~

Me and Khyru, with nothing to do, has been singing some nursery rhymes from old Macdonald to London Bridge, and also Humpty Dumpty. We also sang Twinkle Twnikle and some old school Malay rhymes. But the funniest gotta be those Assalamualaikum, Kum ape? Combat. Bat ape,Batman~. We keep on going and going until our stomach hurt so much for laughing too much. *sigh* I miss him. I wish I could see his face every single day. but unfortunately, can't and I will be doing that if we ever get married.


Speaking of married, I was talking to my classmate the other day n he said that all of our classmates should go to my wedding, how it will be like a small reunion since we finished our degree and so on. N I reply with, eh who said I am going to invite you? Tee hee. Sorry friend, I was joking. :) Of course I'll invite you guys!


And two days before, I asked my classmate to pick me up when I arrived in Pekan, and they were asking what type of presents do I want for my wedding. They were telling me how they should buy me an electrical stuff since that was what we were studying. From jumper, to solder to electrical stuff, they were pestering me about what to give. :)  Kids. So cute and pestering. :P


Ahh n hey I finished my degree! I mean the studying, not grad yet. :( Will be in few months time I do hope. And I m missing my girlfriends and boyfriends already. *sigh* Not even proper goodbye since the one who picked me up arrived so soon, but nevermind. One said, a goodbye is not painful unless u'll never met them again. :) We'll see each other soon enough peeps!


I am thinking of uploading pics of a week am back here, with foods as main, but am just too bloody lazy. even uploading pics of Khyru's convo and our outing are still queuing up. The only think I did? Watching korean dramas. Jjang! Omo, even picked up few words. They are soo cuteee~ 


And I think, watching these dramas makes me look at life differently, such as how easy a misunderstanding could harm peoples relationship, how people show their affection. And looking at it, I saw Khyru mostly everywhere. The way he showed me affection, is the most craziest way for a guy to show his affection to a girl, but he did. And I know that he truly, truly love me. Thank you Khyru, to able to love somebody as crazy as I am. I am clumsy, crazy, eccentric, moody, bitchy, shopaholic, impulsive, not the prettiest of all, not the most stick thin body of all too, but yet, you could love me as much as you do and did not try to change me, but makes me wanna change myself. :)




Awwww. Watching this sappy korean always makes me goes mellow. Alwaysss.


But truly, I love you Khyru. 

Fatimah, a hairy day and dreams.

Went out with my girl, Fatimah today. Had lunch at Larkin and went to City Square. Since both of us haven't see the day light for so long, except with our families only, so we thought it will be perfect outing! So we went and watch Rapunzel and Harry Potter. Both are hairy, as Harry is harrier in this movie and Rapunzel have, well too much hair. In between, we ate takoyaki and hang out at Popular. 

I like Rapunzel a lot. Like how the put a twist in it and make me remember all my dreams. The image is so pretty esp with lantern. Am so liking the that iguana, Pascal and that horse, Maximus I think his name is. They are so cute with their facial expression! Ohh and that Flynn, how he make the smoldering eye looks but since Rapunzel is so naive, she doesn't fall for it. I enjoy it very much. :) Oh... I have a dream~

Speaking of dreams, I read about 2DO before I die in Popular, and since I was speed reading, I only remember here and there, and I think the book is totally cool, filled with what their dreams are. I do have a dreams too, and will I actually reach it? Will I able to conquer it all? And will I able to dream, my next dream? I'll right bout the list later on though.

I also read about a book on blood type. Since mine is A so only speed read that part only. And it sure has a ring to it. Since Khyru is also A type, I guess it will be easier for us, isn't it? For starter, we could not digest meat very well, so its good for us to be vegetarian. We couldn't stand crowded place too. We love nature. We should do yoga or other breathing technique to ease ourselves. We susceptible to stress and we have internal stress. So yeah, basically we are bloody fussy people. :)

And I bought a cooking book! Never mind that my mother have tons of it, never mind that my dad actually bought encyclopedia of cooking with 18 volume! At least this is my first cooking book! 

Now, about Harry, since I read it already, and since I am very good with my imagination, it feels like dejavu! I was watching it and I feel like I have seen this movie! Am I mistaken? Is this really the last one? And yeah, I did cite a few sentences here and there, and Timah was like, hey its like u've seen the movie! Ngee~ I guess that's cool. That is why I only needed to read a book, google the place, and wallah~ I could bloody imagine the whole thing. And yeah, am bloody good with DIYs and those that needed creativity.  

Well then, today is very enjoyable. I think that we will hang out more next year maybe when I am actually interning right there, and Timah is working a half hour away. weee~ This is fun!

The unplanned plan

Its so frustrating when the plan that you plan for months didn't actually happen, right? *sigh* I am supposed to be on my way back to my hometown now, with Boyfie. But somehow his company suddenly have this urgent thing that need to be passed up on Monday and he have to work today and tomorrow. I wanted to be pissed, but I can't be mad at him as it's not his fault anyway. *sighhhh*


When out yesterday, and it was unplanned. At all. Shak and Vea came by here to pass up their thesis to second evaluator and one of our friend ask them to take his car back to Gambang, so we took this opportunities to actually celebrate our final is over, and so is our student life. How sad. I bought a hard disk to store all the korean drama that I downloaded and can't wait to get a movie marathon!!


We went eating at Crocodile Rock, which I think is absolutely my fav place in Kuantan for a really nice dinner. I gotten my self a chicken chop and so does Vea and Shak while Echa and Nana ate fish and chips. And this is the only place in Kuantan that serve real chips, not those fries. Too bad we didn't take pictures as we all did not plan it anyway. 


Next on agenda, Karaoke! Five of us are absolutely nuts about karaoke esp Shak. Am always amaze by her voice, never ever get croaked! Mine, after 10 songs my throat itch like hell. Am still croaking now. I have no idea how many songs we sang, but it lasted for two hours. There's dangdut *Shak*, sappy songs, upbeat songs and even oldies. We are practically screaming and not singing at all, we just had fun, dancing silly and am loving every moment of it. I thought of singing Vit-c's graduation song, but its not there so we sang bye bye bye by N'snyc. Tade kena mengena langsung~ 


Some of our classmate *guys* even went out and had 5 tics for a movie, but since its already 1130pm, we went back to Pekan and then Shark have to drive back to Gambang also. 


Oh am already missing them. What will lies ahead on our internship? Will our friendship preserve or we'll say we'll be in touch, but hoping the others will do it first? 


When I got back from outing, I found that crush have been im-ing me for sometime. But I decided to let it pass. I don't want to make stupid mistakes and leading him on. I adore him, but I love Boyfie. So, goodbye then. May you found some one who could actually appreciate you. We could still be friends.  =)


The place I'll be intern next year have already fax me the offer letter, so must start on making rejection letter for other industries and post them. As my friend once said it, the objective is internship is finding the most highest pay for intern, so I guess I had achieved that objective. =P  *muahahahahahaha!!


I have no idea where the place actually is, but since I get an accommodation and also allowance, so I guess I don't have to worry much eh? Will probably drive there to see the place so I don't go sesat on my way there. Would not want to be later for the first day, won't we? 


And am doing crocheting a case for my hard disk. So I could now cancel HD on my wish list! Woohoo!

Rahsia tarikh lahir anda~

Me, an Aquarius is actually a::

1- Penyelesai masalah dan proffesional 

*M always bloody professional when dealing with ppl I dun like, even friends notice that*

2- Berterus terang dan penilai yang baik

*Truth hurts, but its better than being lied to straight on. But some  people just couldn't handle the truth, could they? And people keep going to me when they had probs. What to do other than help?*

3- Tegas dan berperancangan 

*Oh yes. I already have my plan for the next 60 years of my life. =) *

4- Gemarkan suasana yang tenang 

*Very true. Hate those screaming infants, screaming girls, and anything involving people being too loud.annoying~*

5- Suka menjadi ketua 

*I do? Oh yes, can't handle being the underpants. Or am handling everything from far, making people useful for me is my specialty. =) *

6- Perlu belajar untuk buat keputusan dan jangan asyik ikut orang lain 

*hmm true but I have too many decisions and it hard to make a reasonable decision over it. so, i guess sometimes I like to layan whatever rocks other's boat.*

Him, boyfie is an Sagittarius is a

1- Mampu menghiburkan orang lain

2- Penyayang dan pemurah

3- Tidak bermasalah untuk berkawan

4- Sukar untuk orang lain memahami mereka

I think its true, but he thinks only the fourth is true. I told him that he never had probs in getting on with people and he said, hey i do have probs, if they are bapok.

........

 

Keji punya boyfie.

Kutuk orang no 1!

aku happy!!

OMIGOSHHHHH!!!

My sweet, sweet brother actually going to find that bag and found one, but he's going to bid for it so doakan I got that bag!!

my gorgeous Alexa bag! 

Please God, make me get that bag!! 

Ohhhh~

Rasa sangat, sangat happy that I could concentrate on my studies now

And Pika's friend always pesan from that lomography so he/she can get it less with no postage

How cool is that??

Omigosh I know I am so blessed!

So bloody, bloody blessed!

okay cross my fingers now and hope for the best

^___^

Crush Crush Crush

The first paper, yesterday was a breeze. I was too sleepy, and hungry. And least I could think straight. And it changes its format again, before it was answer 4 from 5Q and now its answer all. wth.After straight more than 8 days I could not sleep at night, now, I could sleep again. At precisely 11pm, no less. Woke up early, but then fall asleep again. My body is actually wanting to sleep and now its payback time.


The other day, when I was eating at the cafe, the guy I used to have crush on sit beside me and talk to me. I mean we are used to having smiling and a curt nod, but this is a milestone. I couldn't even eat, as he was looking directly to me. ah the power of crush and lust.Small things, but makes me happy for a little while. Then a guy friend was asking why am I so happy about, and I just said that my old time crush was talking to me, and I feel like teenager again, it feels good. Can't believe that he could notice me. And he said, "Of course anyone could like you, you are beautiful, and if you don't have boyfie, I'll tell you I love you too." I was a bit shocked, *okay too shocked!* well two people in one day, and am not even trying anything. Both knows I have boyfie, and still the response!!omigosh. I guess in this light headed-ness where one think one is falling in love again and again makes people cheat, no? I told boyfie bout my long time ago crush and all, and he was telling me to go for it, as long as I am happy about it, he will support me. wtf. Boyfie, show a bit more passion!! He's bloody confidence is unnerving. I won't leave him and yet, show a bit more jealousy lahhh. =(


But there is a different between likeness, lust and love isn't it? I wish I have the answer too. But I like my crush, and because he's paying attention to me now, there's butterfly fluttering around my stomach. Its brand new, I am still shown the cuteness side and not the ugly side yet, and of course, am feeling high when someone you like actually paying attention to you. But the same goes with boyfie. I had a huge crush on him before, and in my mind, this is a very cute guy, looks vulnerable and nerdy, not a bad boy or anything, different league, nice and probably a player. But turns out, he s very loyal to the point that girls throwing themselves toward him and he could still brush it off. Even his officemate all met me! He's not vulnerable at all, bloody strong guy, there's a bad boy in him that he only shows sometimes, and he is exactly like me, but excessively. So the truth is, I am still looking at the rose tinted glass when am looking at that crush, and I have known too many things about boyfie. When the relationship is new, man its bloody easy to be misled isn't it?


For now, I am thinking that I am very blessed to get whatever I want.Be it boys, money, an internship place, or whatever. Heaven and earth must move together to make me get whatever I want.Cunningly or not, I had my ways, and its very often works too. And for boyfie, I love You a lot, I won't leave you for just a small fish that someone gave me when you taught me fishing all day long. =) 


*but again, I would be happy if you show me a lil bit more jealousy?no?yeah i know, how can you when you are too bloody confident. hump!*

Boyfie gave a suprise visit!

Should I again start with how I should be studying but I did not?pftt.

Went out with boyfie, but only in Pekan, just a short visit as he misses me too much. or vice versa. =)

He bought me cakes! From Secret Recipe no less, and bought me dinner too. But did not snap pictures, but I did snap his pictures while he was talking animately. Too cute! Feels like pinching his cheeks!

Ah there's one transsexual (?) with her friends when to the same KFC. I don't mind these kind of people, they are people too and yeah I guess they can't help it. But I do mind they kept their PDAs to barely none exist-able even if they tore each other clothes. I can't even eat properly! I was thinking, what the hell did that guy think when he nuzzles her neck? Omigod, Omigod I did not see that! Disgusting, seriously. Even if you do have crazy sex life or whatever, you don't need to show it to us. Boyfie jangan cakaplah, already looking else where and start commenting everything they do. haih-la.

Okay, now am really gonna embracing the fact that I have exams and I need to study. Thank you very much~

Too much fun, too little time~

Yesterday, i was just supposed to sit in my room, studying. but did i? Of course not.


We went to Pekan for a bloody-licious dinner, nasi lemak kukus. its v nice, but they all look sort of perplexed with us. No idea why. Maybe we haven't been there. or whatever.


Then we went to Kuantan, went to ECM thinking we could watch a movie, but we just dunno which to chose, so we went and bought things, and went to karaoke!For two hours straight. It was crazy, it was fun, it was everything on the spot. We sang oldies and new ones, I mostly chose BSB, N'sync songs. oh I miss seeing the vids but then it just show some stupid home made vid which I have no idea why or anything related to that song at all. Next, we went for burgers in Macdonald. I want nuggets, but that bi-yacht wrongly heard and give me another order. *sigh* so we ate in the car, and went back. It was bloody tiring.


There's an alien who wanted to joined us but since I already asked, and he did not answer I thought he don't want to come. Turns out he have no credit. Sorry alien~ Next time maybe. And oh, I don't know how to pujuk people too. Buahahaha.

and happy 1y11m anniversary,mr K dear!

another month!

happy anniversary mr k.

i thank Allah for giving me someone as special as u.

thank you for everything switie,

for ur patient,

for ur love,

for ur kindness,

for ur understanding,

for ur comic stand up joke,

for being there wif me,

for staying in Pxxx eventhough u wanted to go back to Sxxx

for thinking of me for every decision u make,

for,being u,

n for letting me,be me.

u have no idea how much i <3 u

thank you,for believing me,

for, everything!

n i should stop being cheesy.pftt!

 making faces.(n wearing shirt i gave him.tee)

grumpy me.my eyes hurt a lot!!

*smiley faces*

no idea why is he making faces.probably too focus on taking pix. :P

reason he's happy?cos he's drinking MY drink!n finishing my whipped cream.grrr

ohhh the cheese!yummy!!

he always order a large pizza.coz he said regular is not filling at all.

this guy is a monster when it comes to eating!

still,i love him~ 

ngeee~ 

another month, our relationship will be 2years old.

may Allah bless our relationship and may we live happily ever afterrr.

amin! 

Two roses.

He gave me this on 10th july when he came to pick me up.its just so sweet.i never get flowers unless u count those when i was a kid.i think he gave me quite a bunch.whenever we go to somewhere that sells flower,he always bought 1 or two or three bc0z he kn0ws i just loveeee flowers.i dried those roses n they r in my cupboard.tengs darl.u made my day.n imysm.:D

My sleepy baby

Poor baby.too sleepy,too much work yet cant leave me alone.ha!m going back at 1030pm,n he came to Pekan to pick me up.ate at A&W.the chicken is undercooked,n i trade it f0 a new 1.took this pix.he look so sleepy!pity my baby.

He even asked me to do more treatment for my sinus.n even give me money to do that treatment.tengs baby!i do love u a lot!cant imagine life without u babe!

We talked just about everything just now.coz we r too tired everyday,we often fall asleep b4 any chance 4 a talk.we even talk bout *gasp* marriage!wow.r we there yet?but i never imagine getting married wif any guy b4,but somehow,i cud imagine myself getting married to this guy.*omigosh too cheesy?*

I do hope we make it to the end.m grateful i found somebody like him.n i thank God for giving me some0ne v special to me like him.n fo some0ne like him love me like how he love me.okay cheesy overloaded.but seriously thankful fo what i have n0w.tengs my bunny!ur d best bunny i could ever have!:D

Us

Us,in car,on our way back to Pekan,where i'm staying n0w.he looks like a heart breaker,the fun loving,a charmer,the joker,the womanizer.he looks the part,but i assure u,he's not.i am just too happy being with him,he always cracking jokes.man.this guy is fire to my ice,and the ice to my fire.he not only makes me complete,but he makes me realize things i dont realize too.i love him,and i thank God for His wonderful gift for me.thanks mr K,for being with me,thick and thin,for being my number 1 admirer.i seriously heart this pix!