Daddy dearest..

I'll pray for you,even when there is no hope anymore.
I'll pray for you, even if you said you'll be okay..
I'll pray for you, even when you said it does not hurt a bit.
I'll pray for you, come rain or shine..
I'll pray for you, even when you close your eyes, and more when you look at me.
I'll smile for you, even when my heart is aching n breaking into thousand tiny pieces.
I'll laugh with you, so that you feel stronger.
I'll hug n kiss you, as if tomorrow I will not see you again.
I'll hold your hand, telling you it will be okay.
I'll tell all the lame jokes, to hear your laugh.
I'll do my best to stay strong, so that you feel strong.
I'll do my best not to cry in front of you, so that you won't feel sad n guilty.
I'll put on my fake smile, even when I wanted to scream.


"Daddy dearest, why did you start smoking?
Daddy dearest, why can't you stop smoking?
Daddy dearest, who will go to my graduation if you don't?
Daddy dearest, who will buy me food I love just because?
Daddy dearest, how can I repay your love for me?
Daddy dearest, who should I show all my achievement later?
Daddy dearest, who will shake my husband to be hand and say the akad?
Daddy dearest, who will play with my children?
Daddy dearest, how can they not knowing their wonderful grandad?
Daddy dearest oh daddy dearest, why are you so stuborn?
Daddy dearest, why did you break my heart?
Daddy dearest, I'm scared, what should I do?
Daddy dearest, how can I live without you?"

Mommy dearest, please stay strong.
Dear sisters n brother, please be his rock.
Dear friends, please pray for my dad.

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On romance...

Hands up whoever loves romance? Me! Me! *hands waving in the air*

Teehee. Yeah, I have a confession. Hello everyone, I'm Kate, n I'm a love junkie. I'm a pure romance lover I tell you. I'm in love with romance itself, pure romantic. I love diy things for the ones I love. I love reading chick lits & romance novels & paperbacks. I adore romance comedy drama or films, in a nut shell, I'm a pure romantic, wear your heart on the sleeves kind, when I'm smitten or in love. I even in love of being in love!

And I can't stand being far from the one I love, nor being not the top priority of my love interest. Call me love junkie, or queen control, but I know what I want, n how I want it. & my guy knows that he should not mess with me. But he's happy with it, so fine by me!

& I absolutely love long walks at the beach, walking around holding hands. I love getting roses, even wildflower for me is pure romantic! I adore old couples walking holding hands together, n I wanted to be old n keep on holding hands like that.

Most of the films where the guy is pure romantic, getting ready a bath tub full of bubbles n rose petals? I adore it! I remember dreaming of having my prince do stuff like that for me. Hmmm... when will it come true eh? Probably after getting married kot. ;p

Well one can hope n dream as much as she can ait?so am just hoping my baby could spend some thinking,time n $$$ for this love junkie. Not everything is costly dear, as sometimes, free stuff are the best! Grab a pen, write a letter describing how you feel, write an email once a day about how you miss her, text her, forward a song, cook her something eatable, take her to a beach and there's plenty more!

Its cold, and I miss Khyru so much. I do hope when I'm married, I have hubby to warm me up when I'm cold. Muahaha menggatal gila. :p

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Aliens' waste

Aliens' waste that we managed to gather n going to trash it.huh! Bloody tiredddddd

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Home sweet home?

Gosh this gonna be my room for 3months. Those aliens have fly away yesterday so me n Vea could finally have our room for ourselves. But we have to get rid of those aliens' waste first. Sighhh

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Greetings from Astro-Girl,with love.

Hello fellow Earthians. I am Astro Girl, an astronaut from Planet Wekikilapapado, 2000k km from planet Earth. Yes, and I had to done special suit each time I have to go to this planet, where we produce some products here. Fascinating stuff I tell you. Half of this planet is so cold, you feel that your toes and fingers going numb when you went inside. Another half, after wearing full space suit, its so warm, you could hardly breathe. 


I have been here for a week, yup a week, and my log book, for this week, for five days, have been full with essay like writings on what I do on this planet. And its more than 20 pages already, its full of training-reading journal-training-training-trying to remember everything-training again. And some give us pop quiz when they were introduced to me. Meet and greet a lot of alien(s), who were, pretty cool. I sometimes don't understand what they said, but mostly, I understand what they showed me, so that is basically it.  


I'm going to do a lot of project, probably 3 of it. And, I'm pretty much interested in this field. No pictures could be taken, each doors and cave entries should have permissions or I have to wait for the aliens to open it. 


My day usually starts at 630, woke up, perform Subuh prayer, take shower, start collecting everything I needed, then take breakfast and walk to the foyer, wait for the space shuttle to load other aliens, then went to the main entrance, and punch card mostly at 8, but we only start working at 830. Next, start going thru the day, whether training, or reading journals, or donning space suit or part of space suit, then go to the whichever half of the planet, and start doing my job. 1230 start eating free meals, and perform another solah, and start performing other duties at 130. And at 6pm, went back home, bought buns or pisang selimut *yummies!* and went back, pray,eat or shower first then eat, then pray, wait for another prayer, then...sleep. And the next day start all over again. I love my job, seriously. But I absolutely detest the place I'm living in. Just waiting for the aliens to move out so I could actually have some real rest. Until then, no internet, no games or whatsoever. Could only sleep, or read something. Sigh. Tiring and boring when I was at hostel. 


Oh dear,its late already. I need my beauty sleep since I'm used to sleep early. So, toodles. Till next time~




Love,
Astro Girl

My babies

And these are only half of what i really have. Collected CLEO from 2005 and still do, I have lots more mags that I collected and more books that.mostly chicklit and romance of course! And the bottom shelf consist of only comics. Fiuh..

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2 more days...

Before internship start. However tomorrow will be going to check into the accomodation thingy. I do hope everything will be well thou.

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