Anonymous?

Read Miss A blog just now, n i symphatized wf u girl. U cant help if ppl stab u in d back, talk bhind ur back or nethg behind ur back. But I love it how she went anonymous under anonymous blog, & vent out her feelings thr. I rmmbr back d times Im so fedup wf ppl & start venting out my frustration & too much commotion it cause, & how I feel I cant express my feelings ne more & then I start creating new blog. Next thing I know, still d stalker following me. & I change againnnn. Sigh. Why cant this ppl leave me alone? They got what they want, & why cant they just leave me to bitch alone? I wont say how not bitchy I am, coz I am a bitch. Being a snob is my speciality. I used to hv this dun care attitude which makes me a cold hearted bitch...

But since I grown up, I think I start maturing too. Start mellowing. Only when Im alone I become a bitch some more. Sometimes I feel like writing all my thoughts, but then I think about who will read & it stops me...

Mellowing, yes. Maybe because of d scarf I wear? Maybe Im just maturing? Heck I dun even know. All I know is Im tired of pretending, smiling like a fool, letting ppl walk on me all d time. Since I dun like fighting much now, I always chose to walk away, dont stoop so low. But they think Im scared, think Im easy to trample, think I could only talk & write in blog, not in your face. But darling, if I can explode in your face, u wont even dare to show ur face in front of me. Few words from me, & ur screaming like crazy lady, or bawling ur eyes out saying sorry. My words are so full of venom, it stabs u & cripple u fo life. Now I dont want that do i?

So yeah I dont gv a fuck whatever ppl day or do. But if u r trying to b a bitch wf me, plsss, im a pure bitch & evil when I need to be. :)

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Life & dinner

Yes, back at PTP fo internship, & feels like d time is too fast when at home. Its raining non stop,n watching tv5, on singapore talking, d topic? Underage sex. Interesting as its taboo n d kids are uhming n ahming as d reporter asking qs.hehe.
Life here is kinda hectic & dull at d same time. Day goes by so fast, but still there are a lot to do. While nights feel so long, I feel like screaming sometimes doing d same thing everyday. Sighh

& now, eating dinner consist of sushi & my mom's peparu. Can u see d roses?am trying to dye them.hoho. & reading female. Read marie claire yest, & reading this now, before moving on to cleo.

& u know what? I said time & again, & Im tired of being fat. I need to change d way I eat, as I had walk 10k steps everyday, so I need to watch what I eat. My fav baju kurung cant muat anymore. How could that be? Sobs. So yeah. No more bad food. I hope to be stronger in order to get my life babe. I was a bombshell b4, what d heck happen?

Haizzzzz. I dun feel attractive ne more. T.T

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DIET : Spaghetti bolognese with meatball & choc moist cake (hb Vea!)

Happy Birthday Vea! Today is her birthday, so I cooked tonight's meal! Since instant thingy are the only thing we have, so spaghetti bolognese & meatball specially fo Vea! Choc moist cake made by my mom as I told her my friend's & my sv bday yest n today. So full!

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Crocheting again?

Yes good news! I start crocheting after intensive training online on how to crochet difficult yarns n finally there something happening! So will post what this going to turn out later. :)

Beautiful yarns by kak Ery! Will give d link later since I only blog using my gorgeous Desire. Yippee!

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This boots are made for walking

Haha not that kind of boot, this one, coz am going to farm now!

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Blissfully happy

Yes, finally the cloud had drifted, the bee look sweet again, the elephant remain gentle, and the sweetest thing is oozing with sweetness.

My dad sounds healthy, am going to check up on him this evening, n my farm that is invaded by elephant? I look online & finally found some plants that we adore but not them, are chillies, sunflower, chyrsanthemum, tea & sesame. I chose the first 3, n am going to visit my farm to clean it up & other stuff. Have to look for alarm system too.

&, my parent gv their permission fo us to b engaged, after I got a job. Muahaha. & he will talk to his family, & since the biggest obstacle just crumble down, so I hope they will gv us their bless too.

Next, he hv a suprise for my bday, which will be a month away. Am so happy, I lost my specs n practically blind going to work. But too happy to be mad. Everything is going smoothly, as it had been for the past 22yrs of my life. ;)

Live your life peeps. You ll never know when you ll drop dead

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How 2

How can something so sweet could hurts like hell? How can a bee look cute but stings enuf to kill someone? How can the gently elephant stomps on people? How could your sweet pet turn savage? Why?

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